I got up New Years day to this beautiful sunrise. I woke up feeling pretty good and having slept better than normal. What a delightful way to start the new year. I intend to keep up this peaceful,but bright, colorful start to my new year. However as I was taking out the power lines, I realized that I wouldn't have this beautiful sunrise without the clouds, not all may go smoothly but look at the beauty that is in the world because of what we would normally perceive as a bad omen.
I have lots of raptors who nest in the surrounding woods and they were particularly active that morning, flying overhead, dive-bombing, riding the winds. I was trying to capture them, but was having very little luck, so serendipity stepped in and they flew across a rainbow.
Over the past several weeks I have been thinking about a theme for my goals for this next year. This past year I have found reasons behind my health problems and have worked at correcting them, with improvement in my health. This past Thanksgiving and Christmas were the first ones in years and years were I was not hospitalized. Hooray for me!! We were even able to have a real live tree with out it making me sick. Nice for the whole family.
Now that I have started to get better by correcting health problems; I now need to heal the damage caused by these underlying health problems.
Seeing this rainbow first thing on new years day almost made me cry; a confirmation of my main goal for the year. For many years a rainbow has been a symbol of healing to me. My oldest daughter got very sick when she was six years old. Her digestive system shut down and the doctor had no idea why; she just got sicker and sicker. She started to look like the starving children with skinny arms and bloated stomach from lack of abdominal muscles. There was another girl her age with the same problem. Our Bishop had us carry Sarah to church ( she was so weak she could not cross the living room without collapsing from exhaustion) and the other family to bring their little girl also. He then asked for a special day of fasting and prayer for these girls as he was inspired that they would not live till the next week so he asked for the fast to take place the next day. The next day there were two rainbows in the sky. One for each of the girls. Sarah got up and ate and asked if we could walk down to Mr. Lees a little 5 and dime about 3 blocks away. She wanted to go spend her money that Grandma had sent her. Amazingly she she was able to do it, when the day before she could not cross the living room. My miracle child.
Rainbows are also one of those things of beauty that is dependent on rain ( a commonly perceived bad weather display). But viewing this rainbow certainly gives me hope for healing in the year to come. Join me in my new journey this year.
PS Sorry this took so long to post we have had lots of things going on here, then blogger went down on me and I couldn't post. Everyone is back home safe and blogger is now working so I'm back.